Wednesday, March 31, 2010 Y 7:41 AM

The week's been really a crazy one, I thought everything will be fine after blocks. I'm exasperated for being 17, or the only underaged one amongst my friends to be more precise. Got bounced out the third time (for the record) at Supperclub, the obstinate Indian bouncers just refused to let me in even though I had the chop stamped onto my wrist alrdy. The car was already parked. And we had to walk back again and drove to Zouk instead. Luckily twinnie's social circle is wide enough, to know people who could help me. And so the night didn't end up in sheer disappointment instead, and everyone's mood got better with phuture music and the drinks at zouk. Phuture's crowd is really getting worse. Last year was much better from what I could remember. Zouk only has trance music which I have yet learnt to appreciate. And Velvet is just for oldies, seriously. Maybe I would be so sick of all these even before I'm legalized.

And on sunday, after I woke up at 4pm (9am had been my bedtime), I received a call from Vernice, abt her ankle. So everyone in the class were trying their best to help her, I can tell. Nobody complained. Although Alan was abit too shy to carry her in the wedding style in front of too many people. I hope she'll recover soon, seriously.

Nats in less than 2 weeks' time. I feel rather unprepared for it. After all, one week without training makes a hell lot of difference. I really wanna win this year. Really. This is my last year, and I fervently want to graduate without regrets. Somehow I felt like I have lost all my judo skills, and all that I have built up from scratch came tumbling down flat, leaving me back to square one again. This feeling sucks. Oh, save me from your "winning isn't everything". I'm immune to it already. There's only 1 way out, and I cannot lose.

Sunday we're going to celebrate for my math, fine, I'm the thickskin one who requested for a celebration haha. The rest of my subjects are just hopeless, I think I'm getting AUUUUUU this time round, fuck. Got to switch back to school mode alrdy.


Friday, March 5, 2010 Y 7:08 PM

It's definitely a cause for concern if you haven't been seeing your house in daylight. For the past few days my life has been crazy, though as not crazy as during the holidays. So ytd marked the day my genius seniors made record in hwach history by faring exceptionally well in the A levels. Out of 10, 9 walked away with an A for bio, 8 for Chem, Math and Physics. There are just so many seniors whom I know scored straight As for everything, and it's making me sick. Like I have developed some form of inferiority complex or smth. ): Now I just got to work damn hard, and make sure I'm not the 2 who didn't score A.

P.s. Agnes B or LV. I can't decide. Currently I'm for Agnes B, the LV that I like is past season already grah. And I need to drop by Chanel soon to get the stuff.