Saturday, September 4, 2010 Y 5:18 PM

People like to say, the opposite of love is not hatred but rather, indifference. There seems to be a widespread reverence for that notion. It's better to be hated, then to be treated as something that's transparent and of negligible importance. It's better to be hated, because it means that he still thinks about you, and cares about you. I couldn't be anymore agreeable than this.

For the past 6 years, it was a long, arduous, challenging journey which did not lack of ups and downs, emotional roller coaster rides and broken relationships. Miraculously, I survived through them all, and also pulled through after being a transparency (Those olden days whereby tecknologi is not as advanced yet to develop visualizer and we had to make do with over head projector with the transparencies). It does not take me long to realise that, for whatever I do, and for whatever achievements that I earned, you will not even spare a glance at me, not to mention, a simple and yet encouraging "Well done, yanghan." I thought that was what teachers or coaches supposed to do. Nevertheless, I did not resign to my ill fate but to push myself constantly to attain my owl goals that I set for myself.

This time round, I just have to apply the same concept to studies, and make sure I do, achieve my target.

P.s. Fuck you, Vectors. Fuck. You.
I'll make sure I get perfect score for Vectors questions in Prelims.