Last night was really awesome, thank you again for everything that you've done for me. I know I'm terribly demanding and yet I was genuinely surprised by your gifts ytd. This is my best valentines so far, especially compared to the first vday since we'd been together. We spent it miserably alone cause of our ultimate obstinacy and stubbornness. But now, we've both grown up and matured through the years of thick and thin, I've learnt not to take you for granted anymore. Thanks to you, I experienced this wonderful entity called love. I'm trying my best to keep this up, although it's quite hard for me. It's an unspoken commitment between both of us, and I had to sacrifice my personal freedom and space to compromise with you. You don't like me to go drinking, fine, I quitted heavy drinking. You disapprove of me going to parties, fine I'll abstain from clubs for now. But it's really impossible for me to completely stop doing those, and it'll be unreasonable of you to devoid me of my freedom too. If we ever gonna get separated again, I've got this feeling it's due to this issue. I'm scared to lose everything again, not when everything in my life have began to fall back in their rightful places... It's been so perfect now, I've got my friends, family, you all by my side. All that I lack of now probably will be to perfect my grades.

Remember I told you that most of the times when people hate you, it's not because you did smth morally wrong or what. It's because you grip firmly on your own convictions.

It's not hard to be liked by everyone isn't it? Just be more accommodating and have a plain character to fit into the crowd. But I am not that kind of person, I will do what I believe it's right, even if it will end up hurting myself.