Wednesday, April 14, 2010 Y 8:42 AM

Once in a while, I'll be inevitably enslaved myself to the implacable materialistic desires. Here she is, on the phone and online chat with me, and bombarding me with pictures of Chanel bags.
$4330 for a bag made of metal and parts of dead cows/sheep. Oh and Chanel doesn't spare Alligators too, apparently. Is it really worth it?
I will try to keep everything under my control. And fuck, this is contagious, she's been nagging abt Chanel bags for the past 45 mins or so. Stupid bitch, I wanna box your face. And there's no sign of her stopping yet.
It's ok, I'll definitely get my MacPro Pro after A's, and the Miumiu bag too if I get 4As for A's. (HAHA, Sorry change to Miumiu instead, Burberry's design is too loud for me I decided) It's supposed to be a motivation for me to work hard but it's so not working now :(
Argh, fuck it. I shall just make Jingxian library my first home during weekdays and Starbucks during weekend after 19 April. Totally awesome shit.


Saturday, April 3, 2010 Y 6:43 AM

I know there is really a pressing need for me to go on diet and shed some fats. But the weight is nevertheless, of a practical use to me now. So diet will start after 13April.


Y 5:27 AM

What if I wake up one day, and tell you I am going to get myself a genuine tattoo and a naval piercing? I think I will get kicked out of house... Or maybe not.

Women is always like that. We are shady, fickle-minded and fundamentally superficial creatures. Putting myself in a guy's point of view. Our thoughts are hard to decipher by anyone else, and you can never be certain of the answers that we give. We mean yes when we say no. I'm sometimes confused too, with my own thoughts. Things just get more complicated when feelings and emotions are involved. I don't want to be overly optimistic about this, but I think I am perhaps, better off alone. But again, I don't think I can deal with the pain for parting with you. Like it or not, everyone here will have an issue with commitments, depending on the severity of it.